The Admiration Of Sadness


In a moment full of admiration i heard your lovely voice
i think back and my heart was full of sad astonishment
your glance will live eternally in my memories
the wish to pick up the past conquers despair
and you wistful eyes strengthen my hope to be a part of your thoughts
and your words left their marks in the sand and were swallowed by the ocean
and i try to hear them
to feel them and to put them backinto your heart
the picture set by the sun begins to fade but the seperation of these days is our bond
and with the sound of beauty i became silent
and with these sounds a wave of relief flows through me hitting my heart
from there the power of my love arises
but this source was buried by your pain
the feeling of heaving tears on my cheeks sets my pain free
tears of suffering which mean nothing to you
feelings don't reach your heart anymore
pictures in my heart will not break
to live a love that takes your life
alone drowned in thoughts i devote myself to the memories

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