It‘s not so much the pain
It‘s more the actual knife
Pretending the picture is perfect,
I cut myself to sleep
I close my eyes for a second
And meet a fragile soul
I scream to hide I‘m lonely,
the echo calls my name
If I ever... if I never...
Make me understand the thought whatever
Make me see... make me be...
Make me understand you‘re there for me
Take this life
I‘m right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
The water drops
Just beg to hit me
Why now? Haven‘t rained for days
No time to play hide and seek
I call upon you to take me on
Break me down to pieces
Put me back,
Do it right this time
Struggling to fill this empty shell
Burn my efforts in the end it means nothing.